Looks like I’m grounded for a few days. The weather says its going to be overcast and that means a real no go unless emergency so, I’m on the ground.
Most likely doing some paperwork, do some hangar projects and just kick back.
Been doing some thinking about the last two weeks. How I got lead into the cesspool of all those sweet hineys I don’t know, well I do know, just don’t want to admit it. Two no, one maybe, one definitely not. I thought I was over that, haven’t had that since high school. Then it was at least over someone that looked more promising, and at least let me get somewhere.
There are times when no matter what it is, its best to just hand it off to God and say , you deal with it, its beyond me. Or delegate the authority over something that you know is beyond your control. It does say in the Bible that I read every day, yes I still am a Christian , but it says, that the Lord will not force someone to do something against their own free will. Neither will I. I just thought I’d reach out, help a few that might need a hand up in life, and got kicked in the teeth for it.
I’m making some hard decisions here, and some are going to be painful. Ever since the birth of the Knytes in 1982 , this month by the way, I have tended to and nurtured this organization. I have spent personal money, time, worry, and damn near lost my liberty and freedom over it. Yet after this last bout, I’m thinking of resigning my spot in the Knytes itself and focus more on the AyreWolvez and let somebody else step up to do the heavy lifting for the Knytes. Haven’t made my mind up, just thinking about it.
After all , any more, I’d rather fly than ride. Plus there’s a bit more acceptable attitudes for those who yearn for higher altitudes. Let ya’ll know on Saturday at the meeting.
I bought most of the grub for that, but could not find Dave’s cheese dip. I looked all over. I remember that stuff from when I bought it once at I think it was Riddley’s but not sure. Will look some more. If Ronnie brings the brew as he says, it’ll be a good meeting.
Remember it’s a joint union meeting both AyreWolvez and Knytes. Meeting at the normal time, but at the shop not the Lair.
There are times God does stuff that we might question or try to reason out why? Like bringing certain people into our lives, some stay, some don’t. Then they fade away for a time or hardly contact you, then out of the blue they are part of your pack once again. Nurse GoodBody is one, but she never really left, just stayed in our orbit. Then Ashley , when I left Buhl, the first time around after her sister tried to hustle me, plus thinking I was getting a bargain in the mouse house, I thought I’d never see Ashley again. Then she pops in the other day and it was great just shooting the stuff with her. No sexual tension, no thinking of who's going to bust a move first, just two people sharing life again, it was cool. Who cares which gender, Ash is a neat people. Keeping two spots open in the staff open for Mandy and Bernadette , but closed the door on Joni, there no future there.
Now here’s something that will make you change your air tube. Here’s a gal, several years my junior, we’re talking Mandy , okay. She’s driving a damn new car. Has more brains than many gals I know her age. And thankfully she’s keeping me in her circle, but thing is she didn’t and does not obviously need our open spot on the club’s staff, and yet she wants to still be part in time I guess, but still is thinking hey this might not be bad. Her guy is about as cool as can be, someone I count as a friend, but maybe I’m over reaching. He’s a fellow Marine, Semper FI, but even he does not need a part time gig. Bernadette ? I don’t know. Don’t know how to get in touch with her, so thought is, Hey that was a nice meeting, but we move on. Certainly if it was important enough for her, she’d find a way to contact either me or Rick, so oh well.
Joni was one gal that came in, turned my world upside down, and then blew up at me for no really good reason. What Joni did though, was remind me of why I’m single and don’t do the he and she hook up. Not turning queer or anything, but he & she things, are way too complicated. I’d rather get a root canal.
The only reason , except hunger, that I got up today on my other day of shutting out the world and just being alone, was Mandy was to come over to discuss things. She apparently has critters living in her house that’s biting her offspring. But at least she did return a text that I sent asking where was she? Although she could have texted or emailed me first. If I’m not going to Charlie’s I call him. Again oh well.
I think ya’ll know where this is going, and I’m not wasting either of the club’s time waiting. Just might scrub one bar project and relocate that to American Falls, keep the Sheep’s pen here and just the shop, but that’s all of your choice, not mine.
Until the PM Thursday.
L8R Aviators,
Quote of the Day:
Adversity attracts the man of character. He seeks out the bitter joy of responsibility.
--Charles de Gaulle
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